Bitterbiscuit

si buwan at araw.

2010-06-23T03:49:00.000-07:00

Sadyang may mga bagay talaga na hindi pwede at kahit kailan hindi pwedeng mag abot. Parang ang buwan at araw. Tumitira lang sila sa iisang langit...

Ngunit kahit kailan, hindi pwedeng magsama.

random thoughts xP

2010-06-22T19:29:00.001-07:00

Tuloy tuloy lang ang agos ng buhay, makisabay ka. wag kang kumuha ng bato para iharang ang sarili mo sa agos.

yan lang naman natutunan ko sa buhay ko. haha

bakit ko aaksayahin ang bawat minuto na ginawa ng dyos sa kakamukmok sa apat na sulok ng pader?. kung pwede naman akong tumawa ng malakas at makisabay sa ihip ng hangin?. dba parang mas masaya yun. mas maaapreciate ko ang buhay na ginawa ng dyos.

kaya, smile lang. kung pakiramdam mo pinagbagsakan ka na ng pinaka mabibigat na ulap sa langit, tingin ka parin sa itaas.. tutulungan ka nung makapangyarihang nilalang na nagtatago sa mga puting mga ulap.

hahaha

2010-06-18T18:46:00.001-07:00

so ngaun nalang ulit ko ito nabisita. haha dami na pala ngyari xD well cge iuupdate na kita tutal wala naman akong ginagawa eh. bwahaha. cge bye!

nakita ko yung post ko sa ibaba nito. nagulat ako, heh parang totoo pala. pero totoo na nga! haha wala na po!.

kami.

WTF!

2009-12-27T17:34:00.001-08:00

I want to stitch rag dolls again T_T but i can't since our exhibit is coming up, and i have many things to do before our Defense. WTF!!.

my college days were almost over, i can't imagine what it feels not seeing my friends everyday at school. I mean, yea we can still have reunions and all but, its just that seeing them everyday makes me feel.... i can't actually describe how it feels. XD

and also, maybe i cannot see my boyfriend all the time since after graduation we both get seprated by paths we about to take. but it doesn't mean that were breaking up. duh! XDD.

ilovehim more than anything in this world.

yea

2009-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

So, its 10:20 pm xD and i don't feel like sleeping *yawns*

Im playing R O again xD. nd im kinda addicted >_< Nuuuu~

hmm. i'll try to upload some photos yii <3

but i wonder where my USB is. yea it's gone. forever T_T.
i'll be scanning again some of my baby pictures. grrr >:[
and to think that im going to make another print ads for my thesis just because I lost my important USB plus i didn't have back up for it T_T. im so dead >_<

Things to do:

Ragna
Ragna
Ragna
Eat
Sleep
Facebook
Multiply
Scan
Edit
TV AVP
3d
Thesis

oh look, more ragna for me :3 *cheers*

U P D A T E

2009-09-06T01:12:00.000-07:00

well whawee~ im in the mood to update my blogger acc.xD.

I'm playing R O right now, actually i can't believe i have time to play ragna xD. I'm currently busy doing stuff. Oh well, I MUST work on my thesis but i'm just too lazy.

Lost my USB err 2 days ago, and that makes me sad. My important Stuff are there >_<. and it's not mine haha xD im sorry kryzl *dies* I'm 19 now and i'm old. Celebrated my birthday last month with my friends and pizza *grins* I feel so tired now. My eyes were like O_O all the time T_T. I have lots of stuff to make and when i feel like i want to start, ahm *clears throat* i suddenly feel like sleeping and when i woke up, i'd go directly on facebook.com.

Darn you facebook >_< can't resist T_T

Talk about my thesis, ahm. yea 0% progress. well, what do you expect?xDD

*jumps out of the window*

whfojrnfkwFefEF'erm2

2009-04-01T04:02:00.000-07:00

worthless

si Anino

2009-03-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

Anino

Nilamon ng dilim ang liwanag
Wala ng masilayang sinag
Nananabik sa kahapong pinagsaluhan
Na nasira sa iisang tampuhan

Si anino ay lilisan na
Iiwan na akong mag isa
Sa apat na sulok ng dingding
Sa isang kwartong walang ningning

Ngunit hindi ko maikakaila
Ako’y nagiintay sakanya

Bakas ng kahapo’y di makalimutan
Pangakong aming binitawan

..

2008-07-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

I feel sooo....

...lonely.

COLLABORATION POEM

2008-07-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

COLLABORATION POEM

By Janette and me

Click click click.

FADED PHOTOGRAPHS

2008-07-11T08:05:00.000-07:00

"Faded photographs"

Faded photographs
Covered with roses and thorns
I pulled it out and started to recall
The moment I heard her call

She had me when she’s down
I acted like a clown
I put smile in her lips
And happiness in her cheeks

I gave my world to her
I gave my love to share
I told her I’ll be her friend
No doubts it will never end

Time passed and I can still remember
How we enjoyed each moment together
Oh how fast the time had passed
I wish I could soar back to the past

It’s funny how she said she loves me
But she never know how to love me
Many times I prayed things won’t change
So i won’t be hurt like this way

Because she’s my friend i acted like cool
I didn’t noticed I called myself a fool
I just stared at this faded photographs
Sooner or later it will be vanished by tears

erm, I made this one ummm sorry >_<

Oh star

2008-07-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

Oh star, hold on, let me think of what im wishing for.

Don't go away..

far away..

2008-07-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

:'(

let's pretend were doin' okay..

Collaboration

2008-06-29T18:18:00.000-07:00

COLLABORATION POEMS

by lester and me

Click click click.

Goodnight

2008-06-29T17:14:00.000-07:00

"Goodnight"

I hear his heart beating as we dance
Holding his hand while dancing in romance
We stared at each other for quite long time
And the moon and the stars dancing in the night

I brushed his hair from his left eye
I saw paradise in his eyes
He played our favorite song
We danced together all along

I promise I do anything
I won't give you nothing
You don't have to worry
I will never make you cry

The sun is coming
No matter how lonely the moon will be
No matter how much it hurts to see
And if the stars slowly weaken away
I won’t be leaving you

There are times as if were losing hope
There are times when we are feeling lost
Take my hand do not speak
The night will come to peek

I promise I do anything
I won't give you nothing
You don't have to worry
I will never make you cry

another umm. poem? TT_TT

Other junks:

Lullaby

One more mile to forever

A song for a Star

...

Love

Lullaby

2008-06-29T17:11:00.000-07:00

“Lullaby”

Close your eyes
I sing to you my lullaby
Don’t you worry baby
My heart remains with you

No matter how we’ve waited for each other
No matter how long it takes to forever
I want you to know
My heart remains with you

When everything seems so wrong
When everything falls apart
No matter how far I go
I want you to know
My heart remains with you

If you feel alone
If everyone seems to move fast
Just close your eyes
And ill be the one beside you

If you feel like crying
If you feel there’s no one to turn to
Just close your eyes
My heart remains with you forever

You don’t have to worry about yesterday
I will sing to you this lullaby
So you will know
My heart wants to stay with you forever

Ginawa ko para sayo migol :D sana magustuhan mo..

One more mile to Forever

2008-06-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

'One more mile to Forever'

This road seems too long
Make it fast
I want to see him tonight
Each street I passed,
I wish to the stars
That this time it will last

One more mile to forever
I m gonna be there
And when I saw him nearby I know
Our love makes this ride worthwhile.

I saw his name written in the sky
I saw his face every street I passed
I feel his love throughout the air
And I finally figured out
I cannot breathe without him.

One more mile to forever
I m gonna be there
And when I saw him nearby I know
Our love makes this ride worthwhile.

I know there is a place
Where my heart will take me there
Just stand and wait for me
Baby, I m just one more mile to you

One more mile to forever
I m gonna be there
And when I saw him nearby I know
Our love makes this ride worthwhile.

Forever no matter what. I promise.

wala gumawa lang ako ng kanta. pero shempre walang tugtog kasi hindi ako marunong e XD pasensya na panget. inspired lang kasi. haha.

para to sayo Migol :D

..

2008-06-23T06:20:00.001-07:00

I have you, a lover & a friend. You are everything I need. You are the sun, the air I breathe. Without you, life wouldn't be the same. Please don't ever go away. And if you go, then don't forget to take me with you.

ILOVEYOU and i need you, Like the heart needs a BEAT.♥

forever seven.♥

...

2008-06-22T19:16:00.001-07:00

Today, I believe I m going to explode. There are numerous things screaming inside my head and I cannot concentrate since I m troubled regarding these stuff.

I can’t find the precise words that can fit on my feelings at the moment.
WE all need to be on our own sometimes, not because we are lonely, sad, and empty. When I m suffering of the cursed of being alone, I got time to realize some things or maybe some important things. At times, I reflect of things that happened then start to think of what will happen next based on what just happened. Then I start feeling awful thinking that it will turn out just what I suspected and I regret that I didn’t do anything. Sometimes, I have to decide whether I keep on sticking to it, or dare to change it, and if I have the courage to change it, will I ever regret it? Will I be sorry that I changed it? Or be happy that I didn’t change it? “I must take the risk” but what if I made a wrong choice? Will I be thankful about it? No I m not, because the bitter truth is that: I cannot undo what I have done.

NEW LAYOUT

2008-06-15T19:54:00.000-07:00

I decided to have a new layout. ^_____^ Im tired of the old one. Hopefully, i be able to finish editing this layout by today for tomorrow is our school day again.

2008-05-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

Lets see, hmm wala akong mblog e. haha pero maraming laman ang utak ko, XD

Sila ang kinababaliwan ko.

gusto ko ng isang malaking DORAEMON stuff toyyyyyyy!!!!!!(tama ba? O_O)

Must have DORAEMON >__________<

by: LONG

lesterpaolo.multiply.com

sobrang paborito ko yan salamat long n_______n

I miss you, im dying to see you XD:

migol

2008-05-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

Nwala lahat ng pangarap ko TT_TT. nasira ang camera ko, nawala daw ksi sa pagkaka align ung lens nung pinatingin namin. Tapos ilang araw ako umaasang magtetext sakin yung gumawa non. Finorward kasi namin sa mismong casio galing sa compex sa mega cyberzone kung san namin binili yun.

Tapos, kagabi ng text c loko! natuwa ako, sabi nya : Gud pm, this s compex, inform ko lang po kau na P7,500 po ung estimated charge nung cam. will u approve?
WHHHHAAATTT???? 7, 500??!!! pede na kong bumili ng isa pang camera nun ah, 10 mega pixels pa!.

MAMA: sabihn mo i pupull out natin. kayo kasi madaling madali kayo sa pagbili ng camera ayan wala na tuloy kaung camera!.ni hindi ko man lang nahawakan yun! bahala kayo.
TATAY: ako nga din e.

ayun wala na. wala na akong camera TT_TT di na ko makakapagpiktyur ng kalandian, di ko na nadala sa outing, di na ko makakapg submit ng pikturs sa deviant, mamimiss ko mag pakalamyerda sa kwarto, wala ng photoshoot dito samin, tahimik na c ate, wala ng mg ssmile ng tagilid. kasi wala na kaming camera wala na TT__TT paalam na.!!!!!!!!

edi sa DEBUT ko mgpapabili ako sainyo! haha di na ko mg papaparty diba? cge bilan nyo ko ngaun ng dslr. bwahahahaa! mautak to boi. no match! haha..

...

2008-05-02T21:07:00.000-07:00

wait, im gonna leave this place no matter what

Im gonna leave all those memories

Im sick of waiting,

Im tired of everything,

i hope, you decide to wake up

and see me leaving

coz if you don't

i wont be coming back.

Goodbye inay

2008-04-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

5:00 am hinatid namin c mama sa airport.

T_T edi pag wala ang ina, eto ang mga gagwin ko:

Sa umaga, mglalaba (err)
Sa tanghali, maghahanda ng pagkain.
Sa hapon, maglilinis ng bahay,
kukunin ang mga sinampay o_o
Sa gabi, mamamalantsa, maghahanda ng pagkain

Tapos walang sawang utos. c ate naman kasi nasa trabaho.T_T

GMUD

2008-04-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

GMUD

Ahaha sobrang nakakaaliw. ng laro kami ni janette. ang tanga ko dyan

sa larong yan e. haha pero enjoy! lalo na pag gusto kong umutot tataype ko lang fart ayos!. haha. ngyakapan pa kami ni janette jan. haha saya!

antayin ko ung game nya na ginawa

haha excited pero nosebleed ako jan.XD

JETA!

2008-04-14T03:01:00.001-07:00

Sobrang jeta ko ngaun. haha ewan ko pero nakaramdam ako ng pagjejeta. di ko alam kung makakatagal ako

gaha. yan lang kinain q buong mgdamag.

Canton at 0%total fat na A&W haha. favorite q un e.

gusto kong pumayat! ung payat talaga!

THOUGHTS

2008-04-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

Do you know where a huge total of chaos in your life tends to build up? It’s in your brain.
Whereas, your brain can turn into like jammed computer whose files are in alarm. That means you must run that disk. In real life you have to sort out your feelings.
A good way to release is to write a blog about what’s on your mind, right? So okay,

1. You know that scene from Romeo and Juliet? Where Juliet is standing on her veranda and Romeo is in the garden underneath? (I’ve seen this scene on movies or even cartoons like Hey Arnold!. gaha.) Romeo is proposing his endless love for Juliet. They are just two human beings but they have each other and that makes them whole. They see a future of consistent commitment and contentment stretching out before them, just like I felt in these couple of months.

2. Friends, people who you allow to see your weaknesses and count on to be there when you really need them. What if you are really attached to that person but you never see her appreciate what you always do for her. That you give up your own pride, and when she hurts you, you’re just playing that its okay only to save your friendship; because you love her you give way even though you know to yourself that you are really hurt and that makes me sad all the time.

3. You work hard to get good grades. No, not that hard. You know that your grades have to meet a certain standard if you plan to get a good job. Your aim is purely to graduate. At times, you wonder “When am I ever going to use this stuff? Im planning to work on advertising-why do I need to study Biology? or even Philgoco?” haha.

4. I am so grateful that I have my best friends; I don’t want to loose any of them. They are so important to me more than they could ever imagine.

5. I must take time to maintain my health at this point of my life. Marami na kong nararamdamang kakaiba sakin especially ang pagdalas ng sakit ng chan ko.

6. Life is not fair, it never was. You want to believe that God will intervene, but at times it all look as if it’s complicated. Sometimes, God will not hear your prayers until you get rid of every last draw of sin in your life, but relying on God is the simplest and surest way to see him at work in your life and in the lives of others.

7. God does not require you to hear your words as much as he wishes to hear your heart.

Blog can be a type of prayer as I share my thoughts to God and to everyone through my poor writing and sort out difficulties in my private life.

:[

2008-04-10T01:33:00.000-07:00

I am sad T_T

I couldnt help it.

Friendster

Multiply

Digital Paint~janette

2008-04-09T04:01:00.000-07:00

Gawa ni Janette n____n. GRABE! Sobrang galing talaga nya!

bigyan nyo na yan ng trabaho. haha

Digital Painting -Lullaby

galing. SALAMAT!! i close up nyo para makita

yung mga details.

steeeeggg. pede na cya mag asawa. haha

marami pa syang gawa, puro magaganda

pede nyo sya kunin.

pede na sya mgtrabaho

Love u babe ^_^haha.

For more details just click

DEVIANTART nya.

POEM

2008-04-08T18:18:00.000-07:00

I made this poem at around 9:13 in the morning.haha

This is for my inspiration <3

"A Song For a Star"

We drove around the sky
Watched the birds that fly
See the moon that shines
See the shine in our hearts

Oh how I like the star
Just as beautiful as you are
How I waited this night to come
Where we can paint our freedom

His lips don't lie

our love will never die
Our memories will never end
You’re meant by heaven sent

Nothing has ever felt this good and right
You're just beautiful as the stars tonight
Wrapped in forever
Sealed this close together

And I looked into your eyes
There I saw paradise
Where heaven and angel exists
Where forever never ends

haha. i know hindi sya maganda

pero gusto ko lang gumawa

Kasi importante yung

taong pagbibigyan ^_^

Magiisip ulit ako for

our collaboration ni joen.

wohoo im so excited n_n

SEVEN

2008-04-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

How i love this day <3

Forever n___n

2008-04-07T02:30:00.000-07:00

Meet my Besspards:

I never once felt judged by her. She knew just how i felt, she listns to my problems, she listens to my dreams, we talkd about love and life and when im sad, she told me it was okay to cry. im holding on to what keeps me breathing. I trusted her with everything as she did to me. And when shes sad and im not around, i like to give her bear hugs which in my experience can really help when your feeling sad. Shes my precious asset, I love it when im with her. I dont have to pretend to be someone else, she just accept me as me and what i have. If only i can make her happy all the time. I love her. She's one of the people whom i can trust. She's my strength, my true friend, My Bestfriend.

FOREVER.

-Carmie

POEM

2008-04-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

I browse on my pc and i saw poems that i did. I just wanna share this one:

LOVE

I cant think of words to inscribe

In this plain piece of paper

Until I remember what love is

Suddenly, here they come out

Love is not to look, but to be found

Love can produce in a piece of hatred

Be careful to give love to a lover

In the end you might be the one who suffer

Letters are still crawling in my mind

I still want to put words so I shall find

Find the perfect meaning of love

Then all of a sudden I think of you

So I say

Love has no price to pay

Love is passion that we feel within our hearts

And this feeling continue to grow and it never ends

When one found what love is

You'll understand what life is

yea i know, im pathetic. sorry T_T

barkada pic haha!

2008-03-15T05:05:00.000-07:00

haha the barkada pic.

Photographer: lester Sombilony jelly.

haha. enjoy. nakakatawa at nakakatuwa.

Wohoo. lab ko lahat yan. kaya lang kulang pa yan

d nakasama cla janette and the gang >_<

Ayan, isa pa ulit.

haha kaya lang kulang parin XD

Photographer: Kryzely Manelly Panelly.

thursday.

2008-03-12T18:43:00.000-07:00

pag gising ko sa umaga, kinagat ako ng lamok.

nagising ako ng bandang 4:00.

Si ate ng mamadali kailangang mg patuyo ng buhok.

Syempre, sikuhan sa jeep.

May nangingiliti, may nananapak, may kumakayod

may galit at di na iba ang naniniko.

Sa LRT, may ipis.

7:00 nasa school na ako.

Walang tao sa Photolab.

Dumating si joan.

nagkwentuhan.

Dumating si sir Kayaban.

May baong pangaral.

Kumain kami ng fries.

At ngayon, nandito kami sa Mbuilding.

Gumagawa ng Biology.

tapos mamaya gagawa ng theology.

Paalam!

Last na nga e

2008-03-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

last na talaga to, since andito na c ate.

natutuwa ako at nagkaroon na ko ng blog.

kaso kasi madalas tinatamad ako mg update. haha sori lang.

Tsaka ang hirap pala mghanap ng templates.

Naalala ko kasi:

Joan: Carmie di ka na ng uupdate ng blog mo.

Carmie: oo nga e >_<

Kaya mag boblog na ako from now on. :D

Teka lang, anu ba assignment namin ngaun T_T

bad3p kanina pa ko nakatunganga sa computer

feeling ko madami ako dapat gawin.

haha. mejo nakaka guilty.

pero oks lang. haha

paalam.

T E S T I N G

2008-03-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

hahaha. wala lang, gusto ko lang ipost tong pic na to.

Photographer: Joana Cinco (look down)

She's so pretty inside and out.

Thankyou for being my very good model n_n yesss!

I love you joan :D

Photographer: Carmie

Where: Photolab

My First B L O G

2008-03-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

At last,I have my own blog now.

and i promise to update it whenever iam free.

I was planning to change the template so dont mind the background.

just want to try, and atleast im having fun :D