Today, I believe I m going to explode. There are numerous things screaming inside my head and I cannot concentrate since I m troubled regarding these stuff.
I can’t find the precise words that can fit on my feelings at the moment.
WE all need to be on our own sometimes, not because we are lonely, sad, and empty. When I m suffering of the cursed of being alone, I got time to realize some things or maybe some important things. At times, I reflect of things that happened then start to think of what will happen next based on what just happened. Then I start feeling awful thinking that it will turn out just what I suspected and I regret that I didn’t do anything. Sometimes, I have to decide whether I keep on sticking to it, or dare to change it, and if I have the courage to change it, will I ever regret it? Will I be sorry that I changed it? Or be happy that I didn’t change it? “I must take the risk” but what if I made a wrong choice? Will I be thankful about it? No I m not, because the bitter truth is that: I cannot undo what I have done.